I have been so stupid

Not news. I'm sure I've talked about this somewhere before. My whole life has always revolved around one principle: Always assume the worst outcome so that you're prepared for it when it happens.

It was sort of like a self-defense barrier to me. By preparing for the worst outcome, I wouldn't be as strongly disappointed as I would be. I had called it a realistic approach to things in my life, and I would also make sure to balance out the negative and the positive aspects of every single thing I was dealing with. All this while still maintaining a neutral attitude

I can't say that this method was a bad idea though. Being a thoroughly positive person has never worked out for me, as being someone who can't handle failures and hardship well. 

Looking at the dark side is a way of looking out for myself, while thinking of the bright side gives me hope that things could get better. I am my own motor and brakes. 

The other day, however, I thought about my life a lot (as usual) in conjunction to something I learned quite recently. It'd about the Law of Attraction: which is basically a belief that you alone have the power to attract the things you desire in your life just by directing your thoughts and attitudes toward it. 

Coming back very soon

I have been out for a while and I miss writing my blog so much. I had so many excuses: I wasn't getting anywhere with my blog, very few views and followers, and lacked inspiration. I started to wonder if I should switch back to Tumblr but I like this theme so much and I worked hard on it. I guess it will be a pain to move everything to a new domain, so I suppose I will give some more time and experiment around.

Update:
so yeah, I decided to stay here. I tried making a Wordpress website it's hard to create the theme I want. I think I've grown fond of Blogger / Blogspot (whatever you call it). My reason for wanting to move was simply because I wanted to get my own domain and have more control over my contents. For now, I will just stick to building my writing style and follow my ideas rather than focusing on views and followers, even though it gets frustrating at times. Here's to hoping that the rumours that Google will shut down blogger don't come true!!